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when i was starting my first job, i decide to develop my self in many aspect. As Im a social studies teacher, i obtain deploma in education and now Im thinking to take master in school improvement as i take an 6 band in iltes. after preparing for master i want to complete for another degree in research in education.

for me i want to finish my 5 years in teaching to become a vice principal then a principal after totally 10 years maximum. Also, i want to know how to become productive, as i was trained as social worker, i want todo some research, publishing and i think i want to do counseling, however, i cannot have degree in my living area. moreover, i want to do french classes in any language center.

this is my career plan and i hope you like it.

sometimes i feel that i need to secret garden pr an island to be alone. doing crying or to heal my heart from some condition, or some poeple that they came in my life, as they tought that i was moving blind in their side. i want to tell him that he given me lessen. After, a while there some thoughts that i need time to myself yo fix what the others hearted me with. should i go back t with the same person, or each time we repeat the same mistake. some thought of leaving or complete . with the weeknes of my hurt of blind love. is I m going to fix him. some time i need to go bake where i was alone and take a breath for some time to heal my heart and decide the day should i leave with the broken heart or to stay with around blind love. of course want it even it a blind love as may it works one day.

In mean while i did learn couple of cakes and i was enough finishing, putting recipes and notes on my I pad. still i need some time to learn more, i want to show you how many cakes i was know or near to know in this time. still also, i need to fix the oven and the timing for each cake. can this happen one day. or it just once a time before sleeping story.

Each holiday, i find it time to plan for my life. so, i take a pen to write my goals. for this year i want to reduce 12 kilos as i m doing diet and i had a year long for gym. Also, i want to save money for some ideas. Moreover. i find it easy to focus on my worships some times. moreover, i think to do some studies, and to finish another year in teaching. ALSO , Im going to learn how to do baking too. so i have many goals, and many obstacles in the same time. As sometimes we get some goals, and after a while we fail. I think we should repeat the same actions again to make the same goals after failing. what i mean that we need to finish the gaol and make in the same level to save the goal. for loosing Weight i make a stone down then i come back gaining two.so, i need to repeat the work hard. so, Im asking how to work by not failing or repeating. This needs a strong mind. and a quite mind against every thing can distract me. Another thing when i save money i do spend sometimes that make my account less again. thus, i need to save again. Again we need a strong mind to stop every distract come to me. hope you find your goals clear again. so every goal need a clear habits and and routine. I should let shopping except form needs and i learn diet in every day as it a life style. SO my gaol this year to loos wight and save money. eat half, avoid carbs, Skipping meals, tow meals a day. breakfast with carb and lunch with carb. avoid eating dinner and sweet. For saving i should avoid higher expenses each month. moreover, i need to finish couple of times for holy book. and to do mprayers everyday in mean while extra time. like use the minutes as gold IN counting prayers in total each year we find a good number of prayers. and also, the daily prayers each day. what els to dream and search about, oh i should learn baking every month and at the end of the year i will have digital baking notebook.

I decide that i want to learn baking, and now i did learn to learn most kind of Desserts. i hope to show each photo after making it. should i start with depending on sweets Flavours, so i did start with orange, carrot, banana, apple and dates. then i will go for famous kinds like cheese cake, tiramisu, swiss roll, Cinnabon Cake, scone, some banana budding, cacao budding. also vanilla cake, eclair and Choux, creme brulee and in the end some kinds of muffins. so i will post the recipes and photos that i hope someone like it. also, i start digital journal of recipes at my I Pad. sometimes i dream to do for other people wither it about gathering or personal ask. maybe i can arrange that one day. or i can keep it as hoppy. AND i respect every Criticise from you.

CHANGING

CHANGING

In my mid-thirties I still think about what I should do in my life, whether should i change something or learn something new. Maybe I need to discover my inner self more deeply. In this age I’ve become thinking about what it means to me and trying to focus on myself and not on others. In this age I feel that i should save money for retirement time, and I hope to finish that. Also, I wish to learn French; maybe that will bring a French book to my library. Moreover, I still think about finding the one in my life, hoping to find one around. Also, I think about finding new skills or new hobbies to fill my time and change to be reading about books that speak about self-improvement. Between learning new things and waiting for better chances in my life, I hope to find inner peace by focusing on my deep values. Also, in this age I did come to think twice before taking any step. farther.

In the future, maybe in my forties, I find and change my thinking, beliefs, hopes, and ideas. Tell me, do you change over time?

Hi everyone, today we will be talking about motivation and successful life. Do you get motivated by external factors, or do you get motivated by inner factors? What I can do is have inner motivation, such as wanting to be better in some ways in your life, like being someone who is trying to find the inner depth at a young age, like getting an A in school. Maybe you love to compete, and you love the subject as it interests you. However, some people try their best in university to get more money, as they can pick a high-demand degree in the work field. However, these are two examples of inner motivation factors and external factors in the same sector of why we study. However, did you search in your life about how your motivating stars develop, and most importantly, how you can cope with the unmotivated times when you start losing your passion sometimes?

I think we should discover our motivation, like wanting a degree, a job, or maybe to love someone. As such, it makes your parents proud of you, or you wish to be an example for your children. And reading books and gaining experiences in some fields makes you fall for your dream job. Also, we, can discover the inner peace. for me, inner peace was sitting in the garden with a friend. In the meantime we discover the motivation changes over a lifetime. For me, I like the countryside personality, and I try to abandon the curiosity of the city and the loud crowds there.

On the other hand, we find some obstacles in our journey or in our life, like when you separate from a husband or when you lose a family member by his passing to the afterlife.

In the meantime, you lost power, and your inner depth finds herself lost in the memories, and you think the small steps are getting harder.

Likewise, is your sense blocking itself to be unaware of daily life itself? How you could help yourself with therapy to make you remember the hidden motivation and maybe to look for books on grieving or breaking relationships that you need to build new bonds with everyday small steps and to go after lifetime expected goals.

As when you recover, the faster you get back to your motivation and the life that you want to succeed in. So my personal advice is that the person should discover their motivation power and the external factors that make them successful in every side of their life.

For, discovering the motivation and changing motivation should be upon many times of life, like falling in love or studying to make your parent proud of you. And to gain money for studying for a higher position. Also, obstacles come with ups and downs, and we should take breaks to breathe and grieve on our sad days. How about finding a supporting group and reading a book or even discovering new hobbies, new skills, or even finding new relationships like friendship or love that make you get out from your sad days?

I want to know what makes passion, what makes me open my eyes in the morning, and what drives me to be alive more and more. I thought that we needed to be more related to God, as we can see faith on the darkest road. Should I give thanks for what I had in my life, or should i take the test to be close to our religion? As we grow up, we find many obstacles in our lives. However, they make you forget your bright side, which is that you should be alive again after a sad accident, and we need to discover our passion again against the collapse in our heart. For me, I find baking as a solution to put the light again in my path. I am able to think in hours until I find the right recipe to put in my digital recipe note-taking. However, could the example find you to discover a right path after heartfelt experiences? Hope to know your opinion.